What Now?

What Now?

Well folks, we have reached the end. The end of what you may ask? Well, this whole shebang, from this blog to my Facebook, Instagram and Imgur, was all for a project.

In an attempt to understand social media, we were all tasked with running social media accounts for whatever our hearts desired. I’ll be completely honest with you guys; When I first heard how much the project entailed, I was ready to either suffer and fail the class or even drop it until I felt better prepared.

Luckily, neither of those things happened, and I ended up posting a lot more than I thought I would. So what changed?

Inktober!

As much as it seemed like I hated Inktober, it helped me to become part of a drawing community on Instagram. This small community were all new to either drawing or posting them online, and we supported each other by liking everything we drew and commenting supportive words when needed.

Inktober also pushed me to think outside of the box and try my hand at drawing things I would not have thought to draw otherwise. The prompts on some days made me want to bang my head against a wall and yeah…I did cry at times out of frustration, but I’m grateful for it. Also, I’m super proud of myself for actually sticking with what I set out to do.

My favorite platform was Instagram because it got the most activity and it was a lot more welcoming to new artists unlike Facebook and Tumblr. My least favorite, and one that I will not be returning to, is Imgur. Imgur was quite a weird experience, as it gave users who saw my artwork the opportunity to down-vote them. There were pieces I did that I hated but got a lot of up-votes, and pieces I loved that got way more down-votes than I thought necessary. This really messed with my self esteem and I no longer felt like posting there.

Another thing that pushed my limits were the collaborations. This was a requirement of the project.Coming up with ideas for people other than myself left me questioning if I even had the creativity to pull it off. Luckily for me though, the people I worked with were all very encouraging and gave me free reign over what I drew. This was freeing, albeit a little too freeing at times, but I was able to pull through.

Over the years of using social media, I sort of fell out of touch with it. When I had first gotten started, I was always excited about sharing my interests with everyone, but now I prefer just logging on to observe, like a few things, and then move on.

This class taught me why it’s necessary to use social media if your goal is to connect and share with others. I was able to experience art from so many different perspectives that I now have a deeper appreciation for those who post regularly, even daily, online; It’s hard work playing to an audience, especially if that audiences only criticism is liking what you post. As the weeks passed, I wanted to try harder and engage more with my small following, and in this modern age, social media is the way to go.

All in all, I’m really glad that I didn’t drop this class, and that even after all the mental breakdowns, I was able to finish off with something I feel great about. I’m definitely taking a break for Christmas, but will try my best to continue posting, just not as often.

That’s all folks!

The Lonely Londoners

The Lonely Londoners

I’m not sure how familiar you all are with West Indian literature, but I’m here to share with you a true classic. Not only does it showcase a host of characters (some you cry for, some you laugh at and some you can’t help but do both for simultaneously), it is something that still rings true to this day. That is, being an outsider, desperately trying to find a place in the world to exist in a way that makes life worth living.

The Lonely Londoners follows a group of West Indian men who immigrated to London, the supposed “centre of the world.” There they hope to build lives for themselves, but each must face their own battles before their dreams become realities…that is, if they’re lucky.

Now, the book is filled to the brim with vibrant and deep characters that invoke so many emotions while reading, that selecting who to use to base my art on was a nightmare! How do I decide between an eager, young man who arrives in his pajamas and a coat and another who struggles to capture pigeons on his windowsill to survive?

The simple answer is; I don’t. Sadly of course, in my limited creativity and obvious tiredness (I hope you all haven’t forgotten the name of this blog) I had to leave some out, but I hope the ones I did include, stay with you!

Galahad is an eager, young and slightly naive Trinidadian who arrives in London sporting his pajamas covered by a coat and nothing else.
Moses has been in London for over 10 years and still struggles with saving money! He’s stuck between wanting financial independence and returning home.
Unlike Moses, Tolroy manages to save enough money to bring his mother to London. What he didn’t expect was all the family she brought to surprise him and his small apartment.
His nickname is “Five Past Midnight” because this party, alcohol and weed loving Barbadian is darker than midnight itself!
Lastly, we have Cap, whose hectic, womanizing life style leaves him broke. He’s so desperate, he resorts to capturing pigeons from outside his windowsill for his meals.

The lives of these men may be written in such a way that illicit quite a bit of laughs, but once you read The Lonely Londoners, your heart breaks a little bit. Be sure to check out the novel and WI Good Good Reads for inspiring me with her love for the characters!

Is Makeup an Art Form??

Is Makeup an Art Form??

Of course it is! And why wouldn’t it be, when everyday on social media we see makeup artists transform themselves with ease?

Many people are still of the belief that makeup is just playing into vanity, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I mean, have you seen what makeup can do? More than just accentuating our already good looks…

Did I not just talk about vanity?

You can become your favorite characters, put smiles on children’s faces and have people bask in your unbelievable ability to completely transform! Of course this takes hours and hours and so much more effort than I can ever dream of putting in to something, but hard work pays off!

I had the great honor of being approached by makeup extraordinaire, NLBeautyArtistry to create a piece that she would then transform into a makeup look. I was so extremely excited for this, and tried my best to create something I thought would be easy to work with. She would beg to differ though…

Be sure to watch the entire video to see the end results! It’s definitely worth it 🙂 Until next time folks!

And Back to the 90’s We Go!

And Back to the 90’s We Go!

I’ve teamed up with the fashion savvy thefreshprinceoffits to create some undeniably 90’s outfits.

Their tumblr documents the hottest trends of the 90’s with particular focus on the one and only Fresh Prince of Bel-Air! Now, with my somewhat…lacking…drawings and his way with words, we hope to send you down memory lane with these outfits.

This stylish fit is based off of Will Smith in Fresh Prince.

I was born at the end of the 90’s, 1998 to be exact. That doesn’t mean however, that I’m not a child of the 90’s. The styles have lived on, and will probably continue to. All I ever think about when I get dressed is, “Is this 90’s enough??”

Probably not…

Be sure to visit thefreshprinceoffits for the rundown of every piece found in the outfits and where you can get them to fulfill your 90’s aesthetic.

My absolute favorite! I’m so fed up of skinny jeans.

While you pick out your next 90’s inspired outfits, put this playlist on, and turn up the volume!

Greatest hits!

Until next time!

On Art and Depression

On Art and Depression

So, maybe you know or maybe you don’t, but I’m currently doing Inktober and it is seriously kicking my ass right now. I’m about 4 days behind, my creativity is waning and I am so so so tired.

What does depression have to do with anything? Well, let me explain how I spiral when stressed, which is exactly what I have been for the past week.

I look at the prompt for the day and I think, “this seems interesting,” until I have to sit down and think of something to draw.

After some time of producing failed sketches, I close my laptop or sketchbook and sulk.

At some point, the day passes me by and I still have no ideas, and then…in comes the self doubt and hatred!

I start to think about why I even bothered to participate when I barely even draw anymore. Then it moves to how I’m no longer as creative as I used to be. Then I get angry that I can’t draw a circle properly and all my lines are shaky and then I wish I could just disappear.

Sounds so fun, right?

Depression is not new for me, and certain things trigger me, and sometimes there’s nothing at all and I just get down in the dumps; like really down.

I think you get it by now though, stress is the worst! I mean, duh, right?

Hopefully someone out there relates to my dilemma; enjoying drawing but also becoming crippled with stress and subsequent depressive moments.

You’re definitely not alone, I’ll tell you that.

When I get like this, I watch TV shows. My favorites right now are Prodigal Son, Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo and Mind Your Language. Maybe they might help you too, who knows?

Anyways, until next time! Hopefully I’ll be able to say I finished Inktober…

What I Think About Inktober So Far

What I Think About Inktober So Far

So, currently we are on day 15 and I have something to say…

Okay, all jokes aside, Inktober isn’t that bad, but it’s not all fun either.

For me, art was always some unattainable dream. I never felt creative enough, passionate enough or skilled enough to pursue it. Yet here I am, producing art as consistently as I can manage all because of Inktober. I mean, who would’ve guessed? Certainly not me.

Inktober is really lighting a burning hot fire under me to finally do something I had always though of. Even though I stress out over what to draw, I have not given up on a prompt yet…well…except for day 9; we don’t speak about day 9.

I’m pretty proud of everything I’ve done so far, including day 9, because I made myself chuckle a bit. I will take this time to direct you to my Instagram, Facebook, and Imgur, but of course, I’ll give you a bit more reason to by sharing my two absolute favorite pieces!

The Magic Man himself for day 7’s ‘Enchanted’.

I had Christmas on the brain for day 11’s ‘Snow’.

In all honesty, and let me not say this too loud before I blight myself, I’m quite enjoying seeing my art skills develop and I look forward to being thoroughly stressed out by future prompts.

Feel free to tell me about how Inktober has been treating you lately and maybe we can bond over shared, negatively positive experiences!

Until next time folks.

Oh No; I missed Inktober Day 2!

Oh No; I missed Inktober Day 2!

Aaaand, nobody cares! Inktober isn’t, or should NOT be, about stressing yourself out trying to post everyday.

With that being said, I did do a quick doodle for the 2nd day’s prompt of ‘Mindless.’

Will I do today’s prompt? The cards say……stay tuned because they have no clue whatsoever.

Some mindless ghosts for Halloween!

Speaking of Halloween, I should mention it’s my favorite celebration next to Christmas, so expect some ghastly, albeit cute, Halloween sketches (hopefully).

This month of Halloween (yes, I did say month) I’m really looking forward to watching some cartoon specials.

Ring any bells? I can’t believe this premiered in 2014!

Are you guys as pumped for this season as I am? Are you dressing up? Personally, I’ll just be at home, looking like this…

Until next time, ghouls!

Am I Really Attempting Inktober?

Am I Really Attempting Inktober?

Well, the short answer is: YES

There is also a short question to go along with that answer: WHY?

Inktober was started, not only to stress artists out, but to push their limits at producing and creating unique artwork.

I have little experience with digital art or even producing creative pieces, so I’m already….so…..so…..so excited for this.

The excitement is overwhelming, I know

I want to be able to say I’ve accomplished something during this journey, and hopefully that can be that I have created some art that I am proud of. I hope Inktober can give me some motivation!

The first official prompt word was Ring and this is my interpretation.

See the colored version on instagram!

Cartoon Cartoons!

Cartoon Cartoons!

Hey there, Soraya The Tired here! Ever since I can remember, I’ve been doodling. Whenever we lost electricity (which was way too often) my dad and I would play a game. We would each say a character from a cartoon or any object that came to mind and draw it. After we would compare and laugh about how horrible we both were.

My childhood was bursting to the brim with cartoons. Some of my favorites included Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends…

As Told by Ginger…

Kids Next Door

And so many more (Spongebob Squarepants, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, The Powerpuff Girls… a girl could go on and on and on!)

These cartoons opened my eyes to a whole new world, where nothing was too silly and so many styles existed that there was no wrong way or right way to draw.

Jump forward to present time, and these cartoons still occupy a large space in my heart. Now, instead of waiting for the lights to go out, I draw any and everywhere imaginable, and (don’t let my teachers know) during class.

My most recent set of doodles!

I don’t think I have a set style (I’m kind of all over the place) but I always have fun creating these cute, sometimes ugly, characters. I hope you guys enjoy them too!

With this blog, I hope to share my art with you guys, hopefully get some feedback, some recognition, maybe even a few “this isn’t half bad”s would be welcome.

Let’s just assume this is me with perfect eyebrows, less tired looking eyes and manageable hair

Until next time!